Well cusack I can say I am not a real people person in real life myself been scared of people but by getting out and doing kareoke and playing pool an stuff like that it has helped me to learn to be able to be around people not real good at socializing yet but am working on it. When alone I like to write Poetry and that is my way of expressing my emotions and feeling just through writing I also like to do art and it is relaxing just try different thing's and see what works for you best of luck and many Hugz to you my friend.