Quote:
Originally Posted by stratocaster
Ever get addicted to a person? All you want to do is be around them, do everything with them, talk with them all the time? For this I have to 'check my motives'. Am I doing it because they want me around too? Or am I just doing it to fulfill my own needs? It's something I have to ask myself and really be honest with. It helps me put things into perspective.
|
Yes....oh, yes. That's why I can't have friends. It's only happened a few times in the last 20 years, but when it does it means trouble. I get clingy, manipulative, and needy, and it's only a matter of time before I'm abandoned. I want/need friends but I've come to the realization that I can't afford to until I can greatly change my mindset. It just hurts too much.