If you want help you have to seek help. Your family may/may not have and voice their opinions on the subject. Take what you have, what allowance/little bit of money your mother gives you and your address and own inclinations and go do whatever it is you want to do. Pick something small and work to something bigger; it takes 3-6 months for a rice plant to reach maturity.

If you are afraid to see help directly, seek it indirectly; volunteer for a agency or group in your area, join groups like this one online, take a school course and talk to others in the helping professions. Nothing can happen just thinking about it or being unhappy that your family does not support you. It is your life, you have to support yourself.