I know what it is like to question your exsistence. I felt this way last night.
I have paranoid schizophrenia, and I see shadow people and hear strange voices all the time. My mom is my only support system, and last night she said she thinks I do some things just for attention. Which is so untrue.
I have symptoms all the time, and I thought my mom understood, but I guess not. So I started questioning my existence. I have no friends. I love my daughter, so she is the only reason I exist.

I had friends when I was young, but they were bullies. I'm just glad they are not friends now.I hope you can find a reason to exist. You are special and unique in this world. There must be some reason to exist. Listen to your heart.

Piraeus