Thread: T Pro Tempore
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Old Sep 01, 2012, 10:35 PM
anonymous112713
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Originally Posted by Antimatter View Post
Button,
Thanks for you post, you are dead-on. I don't remember if I posted this elsewhere, but I listen to the message he left me over and over because it makes me feel more fragmented each time I do. It is absolutely self destruction, I realize this, and I hate myself so much that I like it, or I hate it and I like to make myself hate myself more. Or something like that. take care
It's not that you necessarily like it, it's just safe. I'm the same way, self sabatoge .... Even though it's bad, I control it.