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Originally Posted by Antimatter
Button,
Thanks for you post, you are dead-on. I don't remember if I posted this elsewhere, but I listen to the message he left me over and over because it makes me feel more fragmented each time I do. It is absolutely self destruction, I realize this, and I hate myself so much that I like it, or I hate it and I like to make myself hate myself more. Or something like that. take care
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It's not that you necessarily like it, it's just safe. I'm the same way, self sabatoge .... Even though it's bad, I control it.