Sorry I didn't see this sooner. Hi and wecome to Psych central if I haven't said it yet. I don't always get up to the newcommers message board......

"I kinda wish I could just leave me and be someone else I think that is what DID is right?"

.....Kind of.. not exactly. when an alter is created for DID the person is at that moment experiencing some sort of abuse that is beyond their coping skills so they imagine thier self out of the abuse situation and into a mental safe place and along with that imagine that the abuse is happening to someone else in their life. They don't wish to be that other person but wish the other person is the one being abused.

But yet on another spectrum you have it right because anyone (a normal person and a person with mental problems) can dissociate meaning they can daydream and relax themselves with anything that brings them comfort so you wanting to imagine you are not you is a form of dissociating (using imagination to calm yourself) but it does not go to the extent on the dissociative disorders scale of a 10 which is Dissociative Identity Disorder.

Basically you are experiencing a form of dissociating but yet not creating an alter.

Glad you were feeling better when you posted to me.
Hang in there.