There is no person who is UGLY or USELESS. Try to look at it , you are living... you could do something... Do something with it and make a difference! By your little acts which could be beneficial , you could help. I know that everyone is not USEFUL to the society but there is no one who is USELESS... maybe they just don't have a direction or maybe they don't have the heart or time to help other but there is nobody who is USELESS. You have a talent , try and nourish it... It may sound or look scary but it's what you are passionate about... Do not get very affected by the opinion of others because it's just their judgement... use their judgement for opinions which may help you change but do not entirely change since you are passionate about it... just try to improve yourself maybe sooner or later they will love your works and you might even become a famous poet . Lastly , there is no one who is ugly... Don't think that you are ugly. Every person are equal ... you and that beautiful/handsome-looking person are equal and it's just the external look of the person. You and him/her is a person so you are equal and it's not about the physical looks but what matter in the person is more of his/her heart. UGLY is just an illusion , everyone is equally beautiful .