Oh wow...thanks so much you guys. We talked tonight, for a long time. He wants me to come visit him someday, and you know what? I'm not completely opposed to doing it. Heck, I'll be nearly 20 by the time I'm able to travel alone. I am genuinely interested in him, for reasons other than the sexual stuff. I think it's getting more serious.

I'm just SO sick of being the girl that never has fun. I haven't been out with a friend in almost a year, and have never had a boyfriend. All I do is sit at home and hang out with my parents. Just once, I'd like to do something exciting. Just once.