...ever been overwhelmed?...dumb question!

loss and gain can happen immediately together and the irony with borderline is that there is no together!

soon as I felt it I died soon as I came alive again I lost everything I felt!

tears evaporate now before they fall yet they ache behind my eyes.

I am selfish everything I need so much I am empty I am loving generous I empty on my way to complete madness everything gets lost it's all the same!

...I cannot let myself love because then I feel everything and inexplicably I am pursued by my pure fears I attack!



but this is what I'm really doing...biting my own bum!



unlucky...