...I've had enough of them my overcooked mind delirious from the meaningless day accumulates energy from me from my memories from my undone and overdone neverdone maybedone wish I done and done...mixes it all together while I lay...weak I have no defences while I sleep!

dreamland is the infinite pit the ultimate sky it's not me who decides to fall into it. ..where the biggest lizards come for me



I have proved to myself that my body does not need to rest!...it's my mind that collides with fatigue first... it manages me.

1000 times more happens to me when I sleep I avoid it because of this all I want is to rest damn it!

amplified personal haunting... phantoms breathe on my neck demons sit on my chest...same old routine

it's nothing new...sculptors spent hours depicting it...



we covered our structures with gargoyles to protect us watch over us they never sleep!



it's pretty nasty stuff...to experience..the true nightmares...virtual soul beatings in the fantasy land



but it's just a bad dream...

apparently