i am currently wrapping up my last semester as an undergrad, and it has been one of the worst times of my life. i have no intrest in being here anymore and being in school, but i'm so close to the end, it's like i don't really have a choice. every where i go, i feel like an outsider and i don't fit in, even though i've lived on campus all 4 years. on top of the stresses from school, my gramma finally passed away from her cancer just about a month ago. i am beyond burnt out. it's like one little thing will upset me, and then it snowballs until i'm so upset, i don't know how to calm myself down. only my bf has seen me when i get upset, my roommate, friends, parents, etc have no idea. i hate going to class...just about everything i do i am nervous anxious about. don't get me wrong, i am happy sometimes, but when i get down, it just feels like rock bottom. i have felt like this before, in like high school and middle school...but this semester seems to be the worst...i just wanna feel like a normal person again. i'm so sick and tired of being upset and down in the dumps half the time, and being so nervous about stuff. i just want to enjoy life again. and the ironic part, if you ask me, i'm a psyc major...