Great insight! I remember a period in the last year or two of therapy when old issues were resolved but my "new" life had not really started yet, I did not have experiences to go along with my new understandings and I felt kind of flat, like a nice little house that was all new and clean, exciting and ready to move into but which I hadn't moved into yet and didn't quite know how to because I'd never lived in anything but a hovel? It took me a while to catch up to myself and new circumstances.