there's a key word in recovery-Acceptance of what we have become. then taking responsibility for our self destructive actions and creating change in our life.
Admitting one has a problem is not the same because there's no action sparked.
glad you are considering going to NA. i do believe it will help you put the drug down. it worked for me and many many others.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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