Hi everyone ...

finished my appointment with the new person (new T). Didn't go well, and I can't go back.

Christina was bad, I lied. Even took the Beck Depression Inventory and I lied.

Her suggestion was to try and eat more regularily, go to bed earlier and journal.

Tried that, that and that too.

I'm going to go crawl under a rock now, I don't get another oppurtunity for anyone new to help me (or the previous one) until September. Need to get through this alone until September.

I should stop whining, its all my fault. Christina is a good-for-nothing bad stupid liar.

I'm gonna try to go back in September if I still feel this lousy then, but it might just get worse in the month.

Oh well, all my fault.