WELCOME to the board, Marie...

It could be that you are experiencing grief over the death of your Grandma. Grief comes out in a lot of different ways, and takes as long as it takes.

Also, you are approaching the end of one stage of your life and entering a new one - that has feelings of 'loss' involved with it as well.

I'm glad that you came here to talk about things. Hope you will return and post more!

Regards, Peanut

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