Lithium killed me... I was neither here nor there or anywhere really. I was simply existing and it sucked wet rabid dog a.s.s! my pdoc wouldnt lower the dosage so I quit my meds all together. I needed to feel something, anything and everything! Now I do been med-free since October and I haven't ever regretted it. Speak to your pdoc about adjusting your dosage, exhisting is no fun, you need to start living.