Welcome, I agree with Peanut that you are probably experiencing some grief. Could it be that you have some fear about what you will do when you graduate? Do you feel that you don't fit in because of what's going on inside you emotionally? I have felt that feeling of not fitting in, very much so when I was younger. It was usually due to the practice of me comparing my inner vision of myself to my perception of others, what I believed about how they were handling life. I often felt that I was trying to negotiate a journey without a map, and that others had the map and knew exactly where they were going. It's simply not true. We all struggle with life's choices, with feelings of insecurity or grandeur. Maybe you could try to break things down into smaller pieces of the puzzle, try to stay in the now and take life one small step at a time. Congratulations on completing so much of your education, that's quite an accomplishment. I would suggest if things don't improve for you, that you seek some professional help. I've only been on this forum a short time but have seen that there is a wealth of experience and knowledge here about depression and it's treatment. It's a good place to start, and it always helps to know you're not alone!