It seems to me that every time we get a combination of meds that works, something poops out after a while. I have been on some where I feel so flat... it is just as if I have to choose which hell I would prefer to live in- the one where I am flat but supposedly stable, or the one where I am a mess, but at least feel something. I try to remain compliant despite- it seems like things overall in my quality of life are better on the meds. Every time I come off of them, it does not take long for me to unravel again. It is a vicious cycle.