I thought I had beat it - or rather the meds had beaten depression. But, hey, I feel bleh again - not as low as I was before, but not great. FRUSTRATED!!! Why can't it just go away? I am not paralyzed on the couch like before, but don't know why I can't completely kick away feeling down. I feel like a failure - like I can't overcome something that seems to be mostly in the mind.
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