Hi Marie: You are by no means alone either in not having your life completely planned out, (I'm 43, and I don't have mine planned yet, either), or in the feelings about others looking at you, etc.

Have you tried running the words 'social anxiety' in yahoo or google; I bet you'll find that you are FAR from being alone with those feeling, either.

Hope you'll post here again, soon, and check out other forums and info. on THIS site, also, re: anxiety.

XOXO, Peanut

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