(((((Ouch)))))

Sorry you're feeling this way. I know it's frustrating what you're going through. You are not a failure, ok? Depression is a disease, just like cancer is. You can't help falling into a hole anymore than someone else suffering a relapse of any kind.

I dont know your situation in terms of medication, but when youre first put on it, it can take a while to find a dosage/combo thats right for you.

Hang in there, ok? It WILL get better. PM me if you need to talk.

--Dez