22 years?
That's really old for a cat.
You spent a lot of years with Bucky and I'm very sorry that you lost your friend. I can't imagine how painful it must be on top of everything else you're going through.
((((((AriesMars)))))))
Please hang in there.
I know getting another cat is not going to replace Bucky or be as special or make you forget him but it may make you feel better and you'll have a new little friend to cry to about it and I know it'll make you feel a tiny bit better 'cause you'll know you're needed.