Hi, want you 2 know i understand how it feels 2 b powerless, but by
finding yourself a loving, caring higher power and by changing your playmates to people who are positive and clean, you can be freed of your obsession to use. Are you ready 2 surrender, have you admitted to your innermost self that you cannot use successfully,because only when you have done that have you opened the door 2 recovery.
wishing you well. lots of love and guidance and hopefully a end to the insanity of using.
nicky1 xxx