Vader, I am so sorry you are having all this stress. I agree w/ Harley seeing a T helps so much. You do not have to worry about anyone here finding out who you really are. Thats what is so great about PC. We don't judge here because we all have our own cross to bare and do not judge others because we do not want to be judged either. I'm with you, I am glad no one knows my real identity. Deacons wives can't be talking about sex and such matters. But here I am human if you know what I mean. So feel free to be who you really are here. It is nice to be loved and appreciated for who you really are not who society has made you or says you have to be. Give Therapy a thought. My thoughts and prayers are with you.