Certainly not in the same way you were when you were drunk. Just like sobriety, you have to work hard and practice with the music. You have to invent new ways to express it that please you and work it out.

This is some guy with primal diet and exercise: http://www.marksdailyapple.com/prima...#axzz25Pt6SOdh but look what he's done with book, plan, whole life devoted to it?

You could get primal with music if you want, same thing.