Have you ever thought of finding a new hobby to replace that gambling habits? Maybe you would enjoy some sports such as jogging,swimming and other hobbies which'll help you. The ultimate problem in your life is gambling addiction and you just need to eliminate it... FOR GOOD since it will not give you anything , even though you win and win and win... I know it's pointless and I think it's illegal and you are cheating yourself. Money needs to be coming from hardwork and not from the parents or dishonest acts and the worst part is you are using it to gamble and not the real purpose of money. Clearly think about it... is this worth it? Is this the life I wanted? Gambling all the time , losing and winning money with my parents hard-earned cash? Ponder on this thoughts. Instead of being a gambler , you could have a degree and a job right now... you could have lead a better life but what did you do?

I know it's a pretty hard time you're having right now (and sorry for the offending words) but it's never too late to change as long as you are still living. There is still a hope out there. Just quit and vow to yourself never to return again in that dark shadows. Find other things to do which is worth more than gambling and live life to the fullest than just playing crappy fun addictive stuffs which is no good. There is more to life than just gambling!