I am overwhelmed by the things in my life that I cannot change.

My upbringing / parenting that was so cold, abusive and neglectful. I suffer from PTSD and C-PTSD, problems for which there are currently no cures.

I am gay and can't deal with it. I live an isolated life. I have been emotionally bullied many times by both straights and gays. Counseling has not helped.

I am not handsome and that turns people off. It makes me an outcast. And, I hate being bald. A hair transplant is not an option - my hair is too thin. I have other chronic physical ailments as well. There are no cures.

I hate my life.