Normal you ask?
Normal is going through everyday with no triggers- Normal is getting out of

bed with a smile- Normal is looking out the window with a cup of "Joe" and

enjoying my 5-acre yard that hasn't grown *sshole deep to a dinosaur-

Normal is being happy to leave my house knowing I'm going to make some

money, or spend some money (and not regreting it)- Normal is not being

paranoid about who is drivng by my house or passing me on the highway-

Normal is not hiding from my friends and family- Normal is being able to

laugh and not faking it- Normal is not dragging myself through everyday

and being exhausted from it, or being exhausted from trying to control

my moods- Normal is being able to be told it's over and just shrugging my

shoulders and saying "ah....we had a good run" and not obssessing about

it from dawn to dusk (and even in my dreams sometimes)- Normal is being

sad, but excepting an invitation to go out to eat, or to the movies, or

riding go-carts over and over, or mudding on fourwheelers, or bowling..and

then waking up the next morning with smile knowing you can enjoy life

and easily pull yourself from the darkness that is our prison.

What is NORMAL you ask? Normal is knowing that we've all been in this

place and that we are never coming back.

Much love to you "Creative"