Thank you...

That's a good idea, carm. I don't read my writing much, I try to just keep moving forward with it. I am grieving the fact that this way of thinking prevents me from seeing and experiencing the wonder of the world.

I am locked in a thought paradigm...while life has so much to offer. I am consumed by this disorder.

The old cliche of a bird in a cage, watching other birds soar through the clouds, feed their young, sing joyful songs, breath the sweet air. I can only see things from behind the bars...I dream of freedom. I feel the door is open, but I don't know how to fly....the whole world awaits full of new things to learn, pages to write, sensualities to experience. Yet I am walking in circles pulling out my own feathers.