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Sep 03, 2012, 02:24 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Bless your heart. You need a hug. (((HUG))) If I was there, I'd give you a REAL one. 
My upbringing was "nothing" too. I might as well have been part of the furniture as I got NO affection at all. No hugs, NO "I love you's" , No pats on the back, nothing. I never even had a curfew. In fact if I never came home, they probably wouldn't have noticed. I promised myself if I had kids I'd lavish them with affection -- and I DID. I had 2 kids, a boy and a girl and they've NEVER had to wonder if they were loved. NEVER.
So WHAT if you are gay?? You are STILL a worthwhile, worthy, good, kind, decent, good-looking (YES YOU ARE) human being!!! It doesn't matter ONE BIT if you are gay or not! The people that can't handle THAT are nasty, hateful bigots who will be judged by God!
If counseling hasn't helped, then you have not found the right counselor. Counseling SHOULD help, and you must have found a counselor who hasn't got the "balls" to deal with gay people and depression. You need to keep looking -- why not INTERVIEW a counselor before starting sessions? It IS allowed, and they shouldn't charge you for it. But please try again? Please?
I do NOT believe that you are not handsome -- just because you're bald has nothing to do with it, because many women find baldness a "sexy thing." I too think it's pretty sexy so don't use that as a "turn off" cause it's NOT. I would BET that you're a pretty good looking guy!!! You might just be a little shy -- and that can be helped. You are NOT a "turnoff." Please believe me.
I'm not the best lookiing thing on the planet either -- in fact I have a long nose, which I HATE. Plus I'm a chronic painer, and I limp. *I* think I look like Phyllis Diller BEFORE her nose job -- but I still get hit on. So I'm sure YOU can find a girl. LOL
Your life CAN get better if you let it. Get some counseling, ok? Look for a new counselor cause your old one was a jerk. Like I said, interview one and make sure they can handle your issues. And come back here and let me know what happens, will you PLEASE? I really care. God bless and please take care. BIG hugs, Lee 
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