Decided I'm going to take medication.

I made an appointment with a doctor, and my counsellor (clinical psychologist) is going to write me a note saying that I'm depressed and could benefit from antidepressants. Hopefully I don't have to talk much.

Here's hoping the medication does the trick. I've been wondering if I'll get lots of side effects or have to try a bunch of different ones or even become manic. I suppose they're all possibilities. And the fact I've always had issues of some sort going back into childhood, maybe not depression, makes me wonder if I'll be treatment-resistant.

But I'm going to put all that aside. Looking forward to Wednesday!