I always laugh even whenever things aren't suppose to be funny.

Like last night, my boyfriend got mad at me over the phone and he was trying to talk to me about how I need to start listening and I was laughing the entire time and he asked why I was laughing and I told him that I wasn't laughing and said that I was crying instead. It was a horrible cover-up, but it's hard to explain why I laugh because I don't know.

I remember in eighth grade I got sent to the office because I laughed while watching a movie about the Holocaust. It isn't like I thought it was funny, I just laughed for no reason.

Sometimes I'll start bursting out laughing in my room for no reason.

Or when I'm talking to somebody, I'll act silly and laugh because I think I'm being really funny and others think I'm being retarded.

The other day I randomly made this evil laugh during a awkward silence and the I started laughing at myself for doing that.

Besides laughing, I'm always happy and smiling in inappropriate situations.

I remember people asking why I always smile whenever I tell them sad stories about my life. Like how my mom passed away seven years ago.

Okay, back to the inappropriate laughing. Whenever I get in trouble I'll either laugh or be overly-dramatic and start crying and say things like how everybody wants me to just die.

I remember being overly dramatic when I ran up the phone bill. I wrote this two page letter to my guardians about how I'm a horrible child and about how they need to stop judging me.

Does things like this happen you guys? I'm assuming it's part of the disorder...right?