I was on PC for over an hour and felt fine.

Then, I made a mistake by reading a post that no one had responded to yet, by a new poster in a general room. Holy smokes!!

It wasn't until halfway through that the poster referred to some very dark fantasies that they have daily, but haven't told anyone about ~ until now. The person sounded rather intense and adament that they would someday live up to their fantasies.

I quickly reported the post, to get it removed ASAP. Now, nearly every post title that I see makes these feelings inside of me even worse! I just feel like running away from the computer and I had really been hoping for hugs and feedback to my recent post in the BPD section. Should I stay or should I go???

I don't even have anywhere that I can go now. It's all super-hot and humid outside today, I still need $ to pay my YMCA fees, and I don't want to be around others either. What a day!!!