Since I was a kid I remember myself having many fobias,such as darkness,shadows,and sounds of electronic devices(vacuum cleaners,watching machines etc).I think normal for these ages (3-6). I don't hide that I am still affected sometimes(I'm 17,5 now).Well,last year I got into a metaphysic site by mistake,and it scared the sh*it out of me.I've read many strange personal experiences with metaphysic phenomena and since then I am afraid that same things would happen with me! for example that I'll see someone,something etc during my sleep or sth similar like these crapy stuffs I've read. the worst thing is that I can't sleep on my own and I run into my grandmother's bedroom like a baby,or I tell to my grandmother to go to my own bedroom and I sleep in hers. I feel so ashamed about this and I can't find a solution! has anyone had the same experience? I am also ashamed to tell to my therapist.it's so difficult.What do u think happens with me? please help!