i want to do *maniacal laughter* right now for no reason... seriously i'm sitting here somewhat depressed, but when i read that you did the sinister laugh and made yourself laugh at yourself, it gave me a good chuckle. i'm not going to do it right now because my son is nearby and i dont want to freak him out.

the thing you say about laughing at the holocaust movie, and other times when you're trying to be serious worries me though. because in that case you really didn't want to be laughing and also i don't think you want to hurt others' feelings.

i have read that women tend to laugh when uncomfortable, so that doesn't help when we've got bp too. i've mellowed out with age and think this is something you can work on with a T or with practice controlling reactions to things.