Hi, everyone! I haven't been on this forum in ages-mostly because I don't feel bipolar anymore...that's how effective my new medication, Symbyax, is!

It's amazing, really. I can talk to people without feeling anxious or paranoid. I want to live and don't think about sui at all. I don't feel like "my soul is rotting inside of me".

I hope that this lasts and gives hope to the rest of you-there is something out there that will work for you. Just don't give up. I tried many combinations of meds before coming upon the Symbyax and Wellbutrin combination. You'll find something that works.