simon, i really admire you...as you already know. we're close. your self-disclosure today will continue to cleanse you and it will remove a lot of obstacles that have been in your way. it has worked for me here and it will work for you.

PCers know that i've been to hell and back more than once and i've always held on to PC for dear life. and always told what was going on and got a lot of love and support funneled through the "internet tubes" back to me. (joking about a senator here who thinks that the internet is a series of tubes)

i've always felt your compassion and have known that you're wise beyond your years. you helped me, through numerous PMs, recently and i gained a lot of insight into what i needed to do for myself. this is a cliche', but "what doesn't kill us, helps us"......and i strongly believe it to be true. i'd be dead long ago, if i didn't believe that.

you are a very unique individual and i cherish my friendship with you. i'll always be here for you and i'll always have your back........love, pat