Thanks, BlackPup -- I DID get some sleep! Even at... well, pretty much "normal people" hours(!) Maybe it was being so lethargic and worn out, the first rainy reasonable temp night or ??? But, 12:30-6! (Up early only because it is BF's first day of school, and it seemed like a nice idea.) It's been SO long! The mood chart should tell just how long it's been, but it got so erratic with the sleep that that info is almost entirely missing. (Ooops.)

So, wingin'it, do you take the Klonopin as a regular dosage thing, or PRN? Funny the other should be Abilify, as that is what I was almost rx'd when the BP was first figured out, but that was when I'd already lost faith in my GP (more accurately that I realized she was way out of her depth in psych stuff, and.. uh, she didn't, lol). So I refused, and when I went to the Pdoc, she wanted to go with Lamictal. (Which I also refused, because I'd gone into a big hypo phase and literally bounced on the couch insisting I "didn't need meds". Lol. She humored me.) Crash came, I called in a panic, we all know that routine... Did the Abilify get added to yours in a mixed phase?

Had a kooky idea that has me a little energized this morning. It's probably unfeasible, but it'll probably keep that little energy boost going till reality hits with the research results... (A delusion to cure another delusion, does that work? )