Today is 6 months sober and I guess I'm feeling pretty good about it. What I'm mostly feeling is tired, of fighting this stupid addiction. I've had 6 months lots of time before, but this time feels different, like it's my last opportunity to get it right.
And I guess I'm feeling kind of proud too, since I've lived through major upheaval without picking up in the last 6 months.
Also I'm starting back to school today, which will hopefully allow me to get my life back on track career wise. That does feel good. And I know I'd never be able to do that if I wasn't sober.
So thanks for all your support and here's to another 24.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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