I don't feel like working either, I never miss working, but I do miss getting a paycheck and feeling like I am going at a right direction. It's okay to feel like this once in a while. But having motivation is important, I know it's not easy if you're battling an illness, it's tough. Is this feeling over a lot of things or just finding a job? The act of trying to find a job is stressful and dreadful. everytime I tried looking for a job, it made me feel so depressed

What are your goals? aspiration?