....seems a sudden thing yeah?

if anyone here knows madness then sudden is even a slow motion experience right?

I agree with me and slowly too but I quickly figured out why!

these enormous brain quakes are killing me I am getting many more of them lately I am at supreme cerebral peak and nothing is happening around me I am the underskull rockstar in my own pathetic life!

it's also happening that when I collapse I cannot get up so easily I feel like I am dying and it's always what I wanted so why should I be surprised and even SHARE this madness

this is exactly what I must keep to myself but I believe that my overdone undone might have some meaning

...and is that all what we want from our lives?