...I'm never much surprised what goes on here.!

how strong we are inside all the time and beyond what happens it starts and it never finishes it goes most of the way but it never makes it all the way it wants to it tries to it wants to it almost gets there and then it bounces back and this...

ridiculous passionate exercise is exhausting and the clean air gets inside and the sun is back and I forgot what happened and I can no longer account for it and off I go again accidently punishing myself with emotions I cannot handle

the strength defies my instinct the spirit is bigger than me I want to kill it but it holds me close when I need a rest from the madness

we are a team...me and the angel on my back...

but I often wish it would leave me be