I always know when the bipolar is coming back when perfectly rational thoughts become completely ridiculous (yet still slightly credible) overnight when in a better frame-of-mind.

Recently the paranoia has been getting bad. People have been putting stuff in my drink; reality is a dream and my dreams are a glance at reality (more in depth than that, but I don't have the energy at the moment to go in-depth); my boyfriend is cheating on me; some people aren't real; I have psychic abilities.

Those are just a selection of some of my paranoid thoughts that, at times, feel so valid.

On a positive note, I have almost enough energy to start writing on my new blog (http://afrayedmind.wordpress.com).

I'm hoping to start posting more on here again. My life's changed a LOT recently and I'm currently finding it a little difficult to adjust and enough hours in the day to focus on some of my racing ideas & thoughts.

RB ♥