Okay I read all you have been through and I am gonna say this: Depression has picked a bad target lol. You are gonna kick its butt. Bad. WAYYYY too strong to let it beat you. That being said, take the meds and im sure the doc told you they take awhile to kick in. The Klonopin is good for the anxiety while everything calms down. Your story is in the category of "situational depression" that I think when you do come around back to the positive, you will probably beat it so senseless that it wont come back haha. Good luck, but I think your brain is just getting caught up with all the stuff that you have endured so you will be good to go in not too long.