Everyday for the last three years iv been suffering from PTSD n I seriously feel like my head is being bashed by ping pong balls everything is all over the place ppl I thought loved me betrayed me n abandoned me including my husband who I still resent. I have two daughters no family my mum is a controlling nasty piece of work who punishes me wen I dnt obey her I'm in therapy bt it hasn't really helped I'm so depressed everyday I was such a happy girl with so much to look forward to I threw my life away wen I got married slowly my husband gained control ova me n now I have no money no career can't even dress the way I want to can't spend coz husband gets stressed iv tried to leave my marriage bt husband won't let me uses the girls against me n iv got the mother in law from hell I'm not trying to get sympathy I'm just looking for some advice on how to change my life I feel so stuck???????