I am feeling so good with so much going on..... my sister got married this past weekend and I was the ONLY one not in the wedding because I have bipolar illness! I survived being scrutinized by the family with a fine tooth comb! My car was totaled but I found out it was only 1/2 payment from being paid off.... so I didn't cry and I just went about finding out what I needed to do and started to organize. I feel like my old corporate self. but when I start feeling energetic I'm wondering if this a sign of on coming mania or just me feeling "normal" even on all of the meds. ?! I'm taking my meds every night and I'm going to my T every week. and I see my pdoc every month. I have been feeling increasingly better each passing week. I'm just going to take the plentiful proceeds from my car wreck and buy a new car. I didn't want to go car shopping but plenty of people are cheering me on. So I think I can do it without much anxiety. I'm actually looking forward to doing the car shopping now. So I can try out my old negotiating skills and see if I can still work it. so even though I should be on the bottom of the barrell I'm feeling good, and better, and things are looking up. so am I having a manic moment or am I just happy to be back to my old self after such a long hyatus?