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Sep 05, 2012, 09:48 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Hi Two Sons and I've been where you are. It's miserable, and I thought I was going to just give up and float away. But I'm Irish and too darn stubborn. I'm 63 and have been depressed siince I was a small child. My parents didn't notice cause they were too busy getting drunk. 
I didn't get into therapy until I was in my early to mid 20's and I didn't find a really GOOD therapist until I was in my 40's. I was tryiing to think this morning when it was that I found her -- I'd been thru so many therapists, and I was actually SEXUALLY MOLESTED by a therapist!!!! Can you believe that? I was so messed up in the head at the time that I didn't realize what was going on -- and ended up in a mental hospital afterwards. After he molested me (no rape) he told me he was going to quit therapy and go sit on a mountain and meditate. Boy what a NUT! He's the one who needed therapy, not me! LOL
Please don't give up. Life is certainly worth living, and you have years ahead of you where you will watch your boys marry & have kids of their own --- you CAN'T miss that! Grandchildren are Gods gift -- unless you have a bratty one like mine.
Please take care of yourself and keep me posted?? You can private message me if you want to talk. I'd be honored if you'd feel like talking awhile. God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee
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