Thanks! I did sleep 6 hours with med helpers, but i'm still tired. got my younger son to school, just trying to muster up the awakeness needed right now to make it to work. too tired to even make coffee, but i really should, it will help me perk up.

my son had relapsed again with meth that night... i think my body knew when he's not safe and hard drugs in the house... and that's why i didn't sleep I now understand ... we talked a lot about it last night. he cried a lot, he was suicidal, manic, drawing on his face with permanent marker, talked him down. my mom kept my 10 yr old in another room during the talk, which helped, but little guy didn't get to sleep on time. this is hard. it's emotional exhaustion but it takes it's toll on the body and mind. i can't barely move to even go make some lame instant coffee.

hope you slept?