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Originally Posted by Hellion
...the constant pain and misery that even prevents me from enjoying anything I might distract myself with is really exausting.
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This is true.
Quote:
Originally Posted by Hellion
I am sick of trying to push the feeling that nothing is enjoyable away in an effort to enjoy things and/or not bring others down...
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This may sound counter-intuitive, but have you tried
not trying to push those feelings away? What I mean is accept that your mood, in x time and y place, will almost certainly prevent you from enjoying the activity. Then you can decide whether or not your presence with your friends would damage their enjoyment. Your not being able to enjoy yourself will not
always prevent them from having fun (sometimes it might).
Anyway, here's hoping the times of feeling a little better will appear more often.
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.