Blue,

I am sorry things are still rough. I have zero experience with teens with bipolar and drug addiction except in terms of myself when I was his age. Looking back I am not sure what my parents could have done. My parents were both awol so I can't draw much wisdom on that point. But I guess I would say that if they had been there for me, gave me support and love that maybe that might have been the only thing that "may" have helped.

And you are doing all that already. I really hope your son will be able to overcome this battle. I can understand why you would be having trouble sleeping and coping in general. I think you son is quite lucky to have a very understanding and supportive mother.

The green marker, haha yes it's funny, And you gotta find something to laugh about.



Wishing you a good day at work today, and hoping you can get some proper sleep tonight! You are doing a great job at continuing to work through this and climbing these mountains!